haha... first time i actually dare to sing in front of so many ppl standing up!! but of coz got darling and ying eng... quite freaky... anyway, my throat very pain now... think is coz the lack of sleep for the past few days... and oso maybe coz i cried too much le... haha... weird... somehow wish i am not that sensitive... at least that would save 2 litres of tears ba...

haiz... jeannie went home, and ying eng went out, so i am the only one left in hall tonite... not that this didnt happen before, but really hate to be alone these week... juz dunno why... guess when u r used to having company, when u r left alone, u will not noe wad to do ba... shall go catch up on my sleep after my hair drieded... haha...

didnt go home today coz tmr will be harder to go to serangoon if i go home... and my dad refuse to send me to serangoon tmr... yar... so rather stay in hall.. at least is one straight train there... was thinking a lot juz now... maybe i will get use to the feeling of being alone... juz like i had in my jc life before i noe weizhi... juz a matter of time ba... and when that time comes, i will not tok soo much le... haha... save others their misery of always listening to me... *yawnz*

mugging now.. (like real..) haha... singing while darling is writing her essay while ying eng is doing her tutorial (like real again.. they are writing rubbish in the forum!!) haha... ok.. so basically, we are juz slacking, and wasting the hall's electricity bill coz on aircon and slack.. hahaha...

anyway, i am fine la... thanx to those who ask me why i cried.. haha... nope it is not because of anyone.. ok.. lets juz say it is not because of anyone in reality... haha... oops.. for those who noe why i cried, keep it a secret, coz i basically think it is a very stoopid reason to cry... but cant help it la.. too sad le plus it makes me feel lonely too... so tear juz keep dripping...

anyway, i can stay in sheares next year!! haha... sooo happy... (act.. i oso dunno whether i am really truly happy staying in hall) yeah... now have to worry abt the following year's points ba... act.. i am very very braindead and i dunno wad i am blogging oso.. haha... finally the week is coming to an end, even though sat is going to be another ultra tiring day for me... haha... and we have decided that next week's theme is "sleeping week" so we must sleep early and wake up early... haha... cool rite... k la.. i better go back to studying le.. haiz.. hate studying!!! *sobs*

haha... was spend on eating swensens, coz i was in a ultra bad mood coz of something i heard abt somebody that make quite me shock and disappointed... not that it concerns me or wad, juz that i suddenly feel that i am a bad judger(if there is such a word) of character... but anyway, glad that my darling is happy again... :) shall go back to sleep.. miss jap lesson for 3rd time, but its ok ba.. coz i intend to miss it anyway... haven photocopy the absent report form yet... :p shit!! i juz remembered that miss tutorial 3 times will have email or letter from dean's office.. arGH... cant be bothered...

gosh... i cant believe it.. i missed my jap tutorial again and this time is coz i totally sleept thru the first half of the tutorial... and if i go for tutorial, it will juz be 30 mins in there, so no point.. all the stoopid ts critique's fault la... super duper tired!!! anyway, i manage to complete that, even though it is largely cut and paste work.. haiz.. juz hope nothing bad will happen ba..

now studying in lounge again... trying very very hard to focus, but i cant seem to go past the 2nd page.. totally dun understand wad is it toking abt!!! haiz.. i really have to pray very hard that i will pass my this sem le.. at least let me pass all the modules la.. i promise i will work hard next year!! no more playing le..

haiz.. feeling soo sleepy now.. my pimples are popping out la.. coz the lack of sleep!! i really need my weekend to sleep!! and this time i think they can forget about waking me up for lunch le.. but.. this week we going for dim sum again!! argh!! cannot.. must wake up.. eat le den come back!! haha...

dunno y this morning had gastric pain again... and the funny part is i ate breakfast la.. before the pain start coming in... weird... haiz.. i cant go home this fri nite le.. soo sad.. miss my home.. haha.. coz sat got pah meeting la.. den after that have to go da jie's bday party!! haha... tired la.. i think i will go there and sleep!!

haha.. k la.. i think i shall stop here.. realise that wadeva i typed are not in proper structured sentences.. super broken la.. coz i am super sleepy now.. haha.. nitez ppl...

haha.. this time mugging is the study mugging la.. not drinking kind of mug la.. :p anyway, juz came back from a short run.. haha.. quite refreshed now!! haha.. :p actually... i oso dunno wad to blog leh.. nothing interesting happen today.. haha.. can say is a sian sian sian day!! haha....

was telling darling i cannot stand the feeling of toking to someone everyday, coz if one day the person never talk to u, u will feel that something is missing.. haha... and bad experience... haiz.. hate the feeling of someone leading u on, when there is absolutely nothing between the 2 of u, and u urself noe it!!!

wadeva la... shall go bathe now.. i am stinking the lounge!! haha... i am still soo in love with him!! haha.. my lil prince charming.. haha.. :p

super pissed now... shall not say why... but yar.. obviously someone pissed me off again.. haiz... anyway, went for JCRC meeting alone... quite freaky especially when everyone is sitting down and u are the only one standing up, going to present something which u dun even noe urself... and yar.. it was ok la.. juz had to "bring them thru" the proposal which is to read out the things written lor... and answer their qns... (which i dun even noe wad are they asking for some) haiz...

hate politics.. haha... and when i entered the room and saw the new jcrc ppl... i was quite disgusted... juz hope the disgust was not written all over my face ba... did i ever mentioned i hate committees build up with cliques?? if a whole committee have ppl getting in there juz coz they are frens of each other, den wads the point of going for election?? which is y i hate elections... and i dun think i will ever go for it again... haha.. ultimately, ppl will vote for their frens mah.. coz its easier working with frens den with ppl u dunno rite?? especially when their frens are vying for a position with someone u completely dunno and haven even make an attempt to noe... argh... disgusting...

have to put a note tt i am not referring to any particular coms from my previous comment!! so dun be too sensitive, unless u al feel that u al did the above that i mentioned.. :p really thing elections is juz a "wayang show" like darling put it... who will actually vote according to how capable the candidate is? and does it mean that u can speak, means u are capable?? pls... 90% of good speakers are juz all talk no action kind... yar... and the first point i brought up, abt voting? ppl will vote 99% out of feelings... when ur fren is there, obviously vote for ur fren la...

hate such things... ask me to run for anything again?? i have to get back my courage to act in front of others again la...

hehe.. i am crazy over him again!! gosh.. he is juz sooooo cute la... my bai ma wang zi... argh... think i will go crazy again if i ever see him in person again.. haha... gosh... sometimes i wonder if i will ever have such luck to ever get to noe him in person lor... haiz... he's juz sooo cute, interesting, talented, shuai, nice vocals... juz super perfect... love him to bits la... haha... in case all of u are wondering who i am toking abt, nope.. it is not my lao gong.. haha... go guess lor.. :p

anyway, jeannie u dun hai me.. haha.. later i really mei ren yao le la... soo ugly still like tt... haha.... ooo.. haven advertise here leh.. ying eng, jeannie and me are looking for bfs.. interested applicants, can go join the queue.. haha.. ying eng's one queue till brunei le la.. jeannie one till i think malaysia the furthest end... my is no one leh.. haha... think u al can register with me, den maybe i can help u al take shortcut.. haha

ok.. i am crazy le.. haha.. lack of sleep ba... and i haven even do my report.. seriously i got no idea how to do it at all la... haiz... i am sooo dead... and i haven go register the lessons.. argh!!

yummy!!! haha... come home i will confirm grow fat one... got a "small" piece of that cake waiting for me in the fridge... "small" to my mum is like 1/4 of the cake la... scary... when i saw that "small" cake, i was like... gosh... to her, wad is big??? but anyway, it is super yummy.. haha... its brought specially from kl one lor!! by my 3rd gu gu.. haha... so nice...

super boring la.. i practically woke up juz to go register for driving test only and eat breakfast with daddy... den come home le... so sianz... and to think yesterday i was still planning wad to do on sat... haiz... shall not plan wad to do again le.. waste my time only...

haven write that ts report yet.. haha... coz i seriously dunno how to write la.. this time there is no reference report till sharon finish writing!! haha... so sianz la... my mum will be going out wif my 5th aunt later, and my dad got a lot of things to do in the office, and my bro going out to play soccer wif his frens later, and even that irritating monkey got cca later!! i will be home alone again... haiz... wonder why i come back every sat to be alone at home... irritating...

den tomorrow when they all at home, i have to go back hall!!! argH!!! i feel that i am being neglected... i want to get a bf to pei me on weekends oso!!! haha... okok.. i shall not sound so despo... :P coz this is the last weekend i will feel that way.. next sat will be super busy le la.. haha... shall go back to try figure out how to write that report... :p

*finally figured out it was the stoopid vpn that is interuppting my itunes!! haha...*

haiz... i really think i am ba... everyone around me are not in good mood these few days... juz found out someone is going to drink tonite... and he refuse to tell me y... i dunno... y is everyone around me in such depressing mood these few days??? makes me feel is my fault.. maybe if they are not close to me, they wun be that unlucky ba... ok.. i shall steer myself clear away from all my frens, so that they dun get the unluckiness too...

haha... went double o last nite... ok la.. wasnt really in a clubbing mood last nite, so was juz sitting there stoning half the time while ying eng and hui qi enjoyed themselves... haha... luckily i good ger nv drink a lot lor... coz i promise someone that i wun drink soo much last nite mah.. :P haha... not that i like tt person or wad la.. juz that i felt that he mentioned a very good point... think my liver cannot take it... and yesterday i was in a want to listen to ppl's mood, so yesterday i guai guai sit there and stone... :P

and that was lucky... coz the 3 of them were quite seh... especially ying eng... haha... had to literally tell them to walk to the correct direction and not go disturb the rest of the ppl and ask ying eng to stop toking... haha... and i found out its more fun when everyone is drunk, and u are the only sober one around to see their weird behaviours when they are drunk!! :P maybe they have their fair share of fun to see me when i am drunk ba.. (which have not happen yet.. :p)

super tired now la.. juz came back from jap... but surprisingly, i manage to survive till the last 5 mins... haha... now going to sleep le... before my next lecture... haiz... i did very badly for my jap la... really regretted taking it... must really start studying for jap le... think this sem sux... last sem i had soo much free time la... and i did quite badly... this sem sure die one... i hate studying... argH!!!

i juz woke up and miss my tutorial!! gosh.. i really shud start sleeping early le.. all the late nites are makin me look more and more like a panda... argh!!! think i shud go back and sleep more before my ts practical... though my eyes are still reddish.. haiz... tired and weary of school life... cant wait for hols to come soon!!!

haha.. wanted to upload all the photos, but ying eng juz told me there are over 200 la.. so u al juz go look at it urself ba... its at the link below..
http://godgel.dotphoto.com/CPViewAlbum.asp?AID=3343697

extreme bad mood now... haha... oso dunno y... haiz... i seriously think i am spreading bad luck to those around me!! maybe that was y PAH project cookie monster had sooo much problems oso ba... and now SECC... argh!! wadeva la... i shud juz go die and stop spreading my unluckiness to others... sooo those who dun want to be unlucky, dun come near me!!! run as far as u can... :(

haha... in case u al are wondering wad it means, it means hello kitty club and the pig!! haha... yeah... it is form by me, huiqi, ying eng and darling... needless to say, darling is the pig!! haha...

yeah... blogging at this hour coz i didnt even get to sleep a wink la.. we were taking photos in darling's room... a lot of weird pics lor... den got one they say my hair piao till very nice... haha.. post on website maybe will have ppl ask me to help them advertise for their shampoo!! haha...

super high now... for those who still dunno.. if i dun sleep the whole nite, i will keep giggling non stop... haha... crazy rite? k la.. shall go catch some sleep!! shopping was fruitful, coz bought 2 tops, and my ah xin's book!! haha... yeah... i am obsessed wif him!! shall post some of the photos we took another time.. :p

oh.. not forgetting, i went jogging with darling juz now!! haha... yeah... we ran to west coast park, and played there, den ran back.. haha... i proved someone wrong lor!! i manage to come back alive leh... haha... kk.. i got to go sleep le.. tomorrow will be a super long day for me!!

haha... change my blog font!! :p so so boring la... waiting for ying eng to come back from lessons den can go shopping!!! haha... dunno why these few days got no mood to do anything... haiz... suppose to study today one.. but... hmmm... juz no mood... haha...

yesterday nite went eski bar... and got to watch soccer!! even though it was that stoopid chelsea... argh... but so happy, coz when i left, they were losing 1-0!! haha... and they lost 1-0!! yeah!! and my liverpool won!! haha... sooo happy...

yeah!! ying eng juz went for lessons, so means she will be back soon oso.. haha... super sian la... darling doing online shopping... den i alone blogging.. haha... shall blog more rubbish.. act.. eski bar very cool leh... shall go there again... haha.. coz the interior quite nice... and they got this special room which is suppose to be freezing cold, but we didnt enter, coz inside got no tv.. haha...

haha.. feeling very weird, coz of someone... :P shall not say anything more le... go back to study!!!!!!!! ganbatte!!

haiz... shudnt have came back to hall.. den at least i could have gone somewhere else for dinner, and at least i could have watch my favourite liverpool play again... i miss them playing for 3 weeks le la.. actually was thinking of going holland v mah.. den not tt bad, coz can watch the match there, but den last min they dun want to go!! haiz... so sianz in hall lor.. finally when i can stay at home to watch, dunno come back hall for wad... dun like last min changes!!! haiz... everytime like tt one la.. *tsk* not that i wun be sianz at home la.. but i seriously think it is very pointless to come back hall when i got no lessons tomorrow.. den i will be rotting in my room again tomorrow!! argh!!!!! hate it hate it hate it.. ok.. i shud stop whining like a baby le... go bathe!!!

haiz.. juz finish reading ur blog... i dunno wad to say... i am juz very very shocked tt all these happen within this year, and u actually did not tell me about it.. and to think i trust u wif all my secrets... i juz cant understand y didnt u come tok to me when u had soo much troubles... nvm... at least i noe now... but promise me u wun do that again k?? i juz really want u to be happy... even though i cant do anything much for u, at least i'll be there when u need a shoulder to lean on rite??

dunno why, but the feeling juz came back after reading someone's blog.. i juz juz feel very very glad that everytime i am going to do something foolish, something i seriously noe i will regret, i am able to control... haiz... shall not comment on others, but even if u have made a mistake, its really ok... everyone does make mistake rite? juz dun do it again.. dun make the same mistake again... haiz...

really confused now... miss the feeling of having someone to talk to and tell ur problems to at the end of the day... miss the feeling of having something to look forward to at the end of the super hectic week... miss the feeling of having a shoulder to lean on when i'm tired on the bus.. miss the feeling of having someone to hold on to on the streets... miss having someone to push u to study when u really have no mood to do tt... miss pushing someone to mug wif u, even though at the end of the day, we'll be scribbling and drawing all over each others notes really sweet stuffs.. miss the feeling of being loved.. miss the feeling of shopping for gifts for a particular someone... miss the feeling of msging someone as and when u feel like it... miss the feeling of having butterflies in ur stomach juz hearing that someone's voice or having the thought of meeting him... juz miss being in love again..

haiz... but yet... i dunno if i am ready to be hurt again.. haha.. negative feelings about being in a relationship... guess the past still haunts me a lot ba... haha... weird thing abt me is i am not scared of ghosts, but yet, memories are freakier den ghosts!! haha... k la... shall go sleep le.. today has been a super tiring day.. haha... ying eng and i have decided to go look for boyfriends.. haha.. so i am suppose to advertise for her.. :p go put up posters around hall to help her advertise.. :p

haix... soo boring la... suppose to go out wif darling, but tt pig is still sleeping... den ying eng will only come back home at 5 plus, so if want to go out wif them have to wait till 5 plus.. sianz... now only can self entertain.. haha... if i noe last nite i not going out, i would have say i'll go for the csl-touch thing... but now... dunno if i shud go or not leh....

haiz... sianz... y is life soo boring?????? argh!!!!!!! i noe i shud be studying now, but absolute no mood to do anything la... another report due in 2 weeks time, and i only can write it next week, coz i am only going to watch the play on the 24th.. haiz... hate writing reports!!!!

dunno wad else to type le... shall try to force myself to go back to sleep!! haha.. nitez..

i must really really stop being soo blur le.. can't believe i actually handed in my report without stapling a very important form that consists of 5 marks to that grade, and had to rush back to the department, only to find my report no longer there... haiz.. den have to email my tutor.. hopefully she will allow me to add it in without penalising me...

super tired now la.. rush that silly social work report till i only slept for 3 hours the entire nite la... haha... and someone msg me at 4 wanting to take revenge, but thanx to him, i manage to wake up to continue to do my report la.. :p haha... quite glad that this crazy week is over le... i can go and have a 2 day break before starting my mugging month le.. haiz... so fast, my 2nd sem is going to end le.. and i am getting blurer and blurer la.. haiz...

anyway, got to go for meeting le... sooo tiring... haiz...

haiz.. i went to see the doctor at YIH juz now.. haha.. to get MC for gastric la... super pain.. it woke me up from my sleep last nite lor... dunno why these few days i keep waking up from my sleep coz of either nitemare or pain!! argh!! i juz need a nice lil sound sleep... that is all that i ask for!! is it that hard?? haha.. and i got this feeling if i go back to the same doctor another time to see her for gastric, she will really send me to NUH!!! haha.. i oso dunno y, but she really give me that feeling...

anyway, yesterday was fun!! haha... yeah.. we manage to sell all the cookies we baked!! and there were some kind souls that donated more than wad they took!! haha... and yar.. we oso had some volunteers signing up la... so good!! but the counting money part was irritating!! and it was worse coz some ppl were still joking when i am in an ultra pissed off state!! and yar.. obviously they got stared!! haha.. i very fierce hor??

was super tired after i reach hall that after bathing and waiting for my hair to dry, and typing out the expenses for PAH, i immediately went to sleep!! though it was less den 6 hours before i got woke up by my ultra pain gastric... couldnt even walk properly la... hate it when that comes...

juz read someone's blog, and i realised he really didnt see me.. haha... but still contemplating if i shud move out of sheares.. haiz.. maybe i shud move to ridge view leh.. more fun there.. and i can join external ccas without feeling guilty.. :p k la.. time to go study for my mid terms tomorrow le.. haha.. cya ppl...

*anyway, i really do eat one la.. soo seeing me eat is really not like seeing an eclipse can??*

haha.. i didnt noe soo many ppl thought that i am not going for csl becoz of personal reasons... haha... gosh... the reason for me not going is purely based on academic reasons la... yesh... nothing else... and i am intending to quit, coz i really cannot cope.. the reason for coming to uni is to do well.. and i have to work hard... yupz....

haiz... super tiring now.. went to walk around engin with yc to put up posters for PAH.. haha.. and i cut all the flyers and chop all the posters la... see.. i soo nice.. :p tomorrow still have 2 test that i haven study la.. think i'll die again.. haha... soo proud of dying lor... see... that's the real reason why i really have to drop one committment.. if not i'll get kicked out of nus after this sem!! :p

k la.. i shall go back to mug le.. haiz... 6 more weeks to exam... haha...

haha.. i juz woke up from my 12 hours coma.. :p super tired la... gosh.. i can't believe i only slept a total of 5 hours in 2 days!!! haha...

baking day was quite fun la.. juz tt i nearly died.. coz the nite before was drinking with darling, ying eng, francis, kay ping, shaowen and melissa.. den drank quite a lot, plus i was very tired, so was very very seh... den in the end have to msg robson tell him that i will be late..

but den, act.. i intended to go there straight after bathing after breakfast!! haha.. juz that i fell asleep till 11 plus.. which is only 2 hours... den no choice have to go to pgp in my super tipsy state... and unluckily... i have to see someone that i dun want to see on my way to take the bus... haiz... but luckily he didnt see me.. :p

haha... den at pgp, i was really walking around doing nothing, but in the end i bake a lot of cookies oso lor!! :p baking cookies is fun!! haha... shall go bake another time.. haha.. and after that, went for dinner at NUH!!

quite happy, coz got someone msg me telling me he is interested in joining the camp!! yeah... at least now i confirm have one camper le... haha... k la.. i shall go bathe, and go collect posters le... haiz... so tiring!!!

haha... i wonder why my weekend is soo packed with non academic stuff!! yesh.. i'm suppose to go pgp and bake cookies tomorrow morning at 830, but i am going holland v now!!! haha.. yesh.. at 1230am!! haha... think tomorrow i sure sick one.. coz now having sore throat le.. :p

juz now actually wanted to sleep at 930pm, but xiao zhi zhi suddenly call me la!!! den ask me watch some super freaky show, den i dun dare to sleep le.. hrmph! den talked to her for super long time la.. haha...

i really love talking to her.. coz she never fails to make me reflect on myself... hmmm... suddenly remembered sharon's book given to her by don!! haha... read a page that describe ppl of my bday... sort of like horoscope la... it's written there tt ppl near my bday find it very hard to commit to long term relationships.. haha..

den i started thinking.. maybe its true ba... maybe i juz cant stand the monotomy of being together with only one person!! but den again... y didnt i felt that way in the past? i really dunno... maybe it was him that made me felt different ba... but den again... my logic.. ppl start off with love and passion.. slowly, it becomes a habit to be together.. and long after, it juz become a responsibility... haiz... k le.. i go out le!! haha... shall talk more about open house tomorrow together with the baking thing!! :p

haha... open house tomorrow le... sigh.. i'll be stuck at the booth all the way from 10 to 6 la... but nvm la.. juz hoping and praying i wun get to meet someone... haiz... maybe wun be that unlucky la like today...

anyway, today is super super sleepy day.. gosh.. i cant believe i miss stats lecture again coz i was happily sleeping.. and i didnt want to wake up to go for stats tutorial too!!! dunno y i am soo tired oso...

lalalalalala... haha... i am crazy now.. miss my dear bossie... i got so much to tell u la... but den i am always soo busy to meet you.. sigh.. wonder when will our kbox outing come true!!! i really miss going out wif all my frens... but den.. i dun even have time to go do my report le la...

ooo.. my sweet little kid, huimin wrote a letter for me, to thank me for teaching her, coz she got top in class for maths!! she's such an angel la... and she say yong chuan bully her till she cried on wednesday.. haha... sooo cute lor.. miss her oso.. but i wun be seeing her next wed again.. haiz...

weird feelings now... i noe i am very irresponsible.. but... haiz.. i juz cant bear to face some more important things... yar... and some ppl are really getting on my nerves le.. so... it's not my fault!!!!!!!! argh.. i dunno wad i typing le la... go sleep!! wan an...

haha.. finally finish the photo powerpoint le.. sigh... i hate doing stuff like that la.. but no choice... coz chio's laptop in hospital, den i cant get the last year's video in time for open house, so have to jia you do this lor... think it's quite badly done, but i've been sitting in front of the laptop for 4 hours juz to do that la.. haven even do my tutorial for tomorrow... sigh...

k la.. i better go sleep, if not tomorrow will be another today.. where i miss lecture coz i overslept!!! haha... nitez ppl!!!

haha.. before i start on anything, show u al my horoscope for today!! haha...

A chaotic love issue gets even more problematic when someone from out of your past appears on the picture and lets his or her availability tempt you. Prepare to take responsibility before you make any serious choices.

haha... wad rubbish?? someone from out of my past?? please.. that person is gone, and he will never ever come back again!! haha... ok... i make him sound as if he's dead le.. but, deep down in my heart, he's really dead liao!!

okok.. nvm... my jap lang test confirm die le!! congrats to myself!! fail another test le!! yeah!!! wadeva la.. i am getting so cranky now.. and i am suppose to do my photo powerpoint for open house now!! argh!! AMANDA LIM!! GET BACK TO WORK!!!

haiz.. y am i so slack??? i haven study for my test which is in 4 hours time la.. haiz.. and i am not in a mood to study still.. gosh!!! someone please wake me up!!! haiz.... i hate hate hate hate studying.. maybe i should go quit school and join the wiping tables society!!!

argh!!! gosh.. there's soo much to do, but sooo little time... *hmm... y am i still blogging here??* anyway, i juz emailed mei toon to tell her i cant do open house on saturday, coz i seriously think secc needs me more!! haiz... thats the problem of being a vice chair... gosh... had to run around the whole blk trying to get ppl to help me jio freshies to join secc!!! sianz la... actually... quite funny leh.. see ar.. the ppl coming for open house might not even be coming to nus to study!! so quite weird leh.. but nvm.. we must do it!!!

set up a yahoo group for secc, did the sign up list, settle the split up, xtina will take marketing and programmes, and i will take logistics and publicity, looked thru the flier that xtina did... very very nice... haha... jio ying eng, darling and some other to do open house!! haha.. and i am still looking for people!! haiz.. and last but not least, sort of settle wad is to be shown on open house on that day!!! gosh!! can someone juz kill me now??

luckily my social psych test is next week... not a great help though, since my report is due of fri... haiz... but nvm la.. at most fail one sem mah... fail only lor.. its ok one... gosh... i dunno y, but i got this feeling i juz got myself into the mess that i got myself into 3 years ago in j1... haiz... i shall not think about it anymore... no time too... if history repeats itself, den too bad... i'm fated to keep going thru these...

sigh... i guess i shud juz go rest le.. finally feel a bit better, so shall now ruin my chances of recovering.. :p

gosh... my life's really in a mess now... argh... i juz cleverly took up the vice chair post for secc... which is not a bad choice even though the reason y i took it up is really quite dumb.. coz last nite we were choosing positions, den xtina was saying out all the posts available, namely, vice chair, secretary, treasurer, publicity, marketing, programmes and logistics!! yesh.. and jasmine super enthuly chose secretary... den i told xtina i confirm dun want to take up marketing, publicity and programmes, so left with treasurer and logistics and vice chair... and logistics is taken up by someone else... and treasurer?? cannot la.. the funds will nv get reimbursed!!! so therefore.. i chose vice chair!!! yesh.. me and jeannie darling both are now vice chairs of the 2 most interesting camps in sheares hall (ok.. coz there are only 2 ba..)

wadeva... during meeting i was feverish, so didnt really hear wad they are toking abt... feel like i was going to faint any moment... yar.. so after that came back and rest a while.. den watch 50 first dates.. 2nd time i'm watching it.. haha... really very nice movie.. den when i was sleeping, suddenly blk c candy msg me ask if i want to join rag welfare!! *faint* i think my hols can go die le.. dun think i want to join, coz i still want to go overseas!! and pah maybe going genting mah... that is if chee kin manage to convince ppl to go.. haha... but being me (dunno how to reject ppl) i told her if she really cannot find ppl den tell me again... haiz...

anyway, i finally went to see a doctor... haiz... y must i always get suspected of being pregnant? juz coz i feel like puking?? gosh... and the doctor is sooo funny.. he first say.. " i think u might have some digestive problems.. but any chances of u being pregnant?" wah lao.. when he said the first line, i tot "finally there's a doctor who dun think i am pregnant!! den..." *faint*

first time i spend soo much on medical fees la.. 31 bucks... not a lot la, coz no antibiotics mah.. he juz ask me to eat wadeva i am eating now.. haha... i feel like eating chocolate!!! i want chocolate!! hrmph... shall wait for me to recover before eating... :p

got to go back to study le... haha... thurs got 2 test!! sigh...

haha... new song by ah xin!! i like it a lot leh.. sigh.. feeling extremely sick now, but cant get to sleep leh.. haha.. thats y wake up to change blog song!!! ah xin rox... :) too bad this blog cannot post chinese.. or else i can type in.. i shall attempt to try typing in chinese again!!! haha.. coz i like the lyrics a lot.. very very happy tune... quite different from my blogskin!!! kk.. i shall go back to try sleep again!! cya...

sigh... i dunno why i'm sick again.. think is coz of the stoopid thing i did on fri nite la.. that is to on air con and sleep!!! now got very bad sore throat and flu... sobs... sigh.. is only at times when i'm sick that i wish i have a special someone to take care of me... haha... but nvm la... i always have my mummy!! :p and a lot of other frens.. haha.. first time i put on msn that i'm sick, and a lot of ppl come ask wad happen.. haha.. thanx biao ger, mervyn and robson!! haha... i think this time really must go see doctor le... haiz...

now listening to my favourite guang liang!! gosh.. i really love that song "lian" a lot!! is very nice.. i shall change my blog song to that soon!! haha... but rite now, listen to ah mei first!! and all his songs are soo nice.. haha.. juz hate it when he take super long to release a new album!! haiz.. but it is worth waiting!!

can someone please tell me if i am really that childish??? or should i say do i really give ppl the xiao mei mei feeling??? coz... i actually think i very da jie jie leh... but apparently that doesnt seem to be the case... sigh.. haha.. k la.. shall upload one of the neoprints that we took yesterday, and a wallpaper done by jonathan!! haha... cousins rulez.. like tim say.. family is most important!! :) so happy to have cousins that are sooo dong shi!!! haha...

haha.. the mei nus and shuai ges.. :p

























wallpaper made by jonathan!! nice rite?? :p







k la.. i better go rest le.. if not tomorrow sure die one.. haha... den no need to go meeting, since mervyn sooo happy that i am sick mah.. :p wan an everyone.. :)

わたし　had a fun day today.. haha... went to meet angela, timothy, jerome and jonathan and had dinner as well as took neoprint together!! juz realised that my laptop can type ひらがな　と　かたかな　so fun rite?? haha.. but dunno if u al can see or not.. actually is juz jap words la..

went to buy the juice thing, that is suppose to help me lose 5 pounds in less than 24hours, but... dunno if it will work leh.. and 5 pounds not a lot oso mah.. haha.. nvm la.. since i bought it le, den juz try lor... maybe it will taste nice??

next thurs have にほんご　mid term lor.. think i die le.. haiz.. sure fail one... really must がんばって！！　たいへんです。。。k la.. わたしわねますle... みなさん、おやすみなさい！！：P

haha.. finally found a nice blogskin le... guess the words juz explained how i feel rite now.. sigh... but its ok.. at least i am accepted the fact that i am unlucky le... haha.. reminds me of wad a yih doctor told someone today.. haha... sooo funny..
k la.. juz got back home, coz tonite is sheares dnd mah!! haha.. so fun... took a lot of photos too, but must wait for sharon to send me first.. gosh.. i really need to go lose weight le.. soo fat la.. cant stand it myself too... :p and i finally found the drink that is suppose to work.. shall go buy tomorrow to try...
haha... today really had quite a lot of fun, though i will suddenly think of something that really hurts... i dunno y, but it juz hurts... haiz... i guess i may need to go counselling with the yih doctor soon.. haha.. :p yar.. and i discovered something interesting about engin fac la.. thanx to someone... but den again, it was really fun leh.. k la.. i agree that ur game is fun.. next time when we're free den play again.. haha.. kk i go sleep le.. nitez ppl... will upload the pics soon after sharon send me.. :p

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