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Friday, March 23, 2007;

♥ 9:03 pm

time to cut down on expenses...

if i want to buy a car, even the most unsafe and lousiest car, i need to stop spending money from now on, so that i can save only about 1000... and need to look for a high paying job during my three months hols that can allow me to earn about 5000 plus in that 3 months...

when school start, i must stop all social activities, not eat for lunch... which means to school and back home! no more after school movies, lunches, birthday presents, shopping, manicures, pedicures, hair services... i'll juz be a poor little nus student!!

its about need and want... i really hate taking cabs... but i cant stand waking up every morning to travel to the other end of singapore!! i really respect ppl who can do that!! but den.. my sleep is more impt to me den any other things in life!!

and since my parents wun want to help me pay for a car... den i will have to save up myself! even if i have to starve to death... all these for the pure sake of convenience!! so dear frens.. pls understand if i cant go out with you al frm now on!! i need to save up, bcoz i want a car... and oso bcoz my account is really dried up!! :)

first... let me pass my driving!!

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007;

♥ 3:59 pm

im going for wu yue tian's concert!!!!!

thanx jeannie for helping me queue up for the tix!!!

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Monday, March 12, 2007;

♥ 12:51 am

woohoo!! bazaar is finally over!! haha...

have been too lazy to blog since thurs... let's juz say nothing, really no words can be used to describe my feelings on that day... all the time, from the moment i agreed to step up as biz director for the sake of pure frenship, to the first biz projects, loads and loads of problems, troubles and shitwork that i had to do on top of hall committment to finally the end of the bazaar which marks the end of all biz projects..

i can only say it will bring back fond memories... fond memories that well all these are thrown upon me, there are a lot a lot of ppl that bother to stick thru this whole journey with me... firstly, of coz i must thank shijia and guanheng... u guys dunno how much how much u al have done for me... really!! i seriously think you guys are the greatest!! without you ppl, bazaar might juz be dunno wad rubbish le.. haha... really!! you guys rox!! really thanx a lot.. you guys deserve more credits den me for bazaar!!

next.. thanx to carol, for being the pd for my first project in nuspsyche! really glad that second hand sales was a success!! like shijia and guanheng, i seriously think it would be much much worse without you!! thanx a lot!!

and next... woofie!! haha... thanx for being there to settle all the manpower issues!! that is on top of wadeva u already have to do!! really really appreciate you a lot lot!! and also thanx for being such a darling!! anyway, i think the magnet u gave me is somewhere missing.. i dunno where is it leh!! haha... think tt day i saw le i dunno put where!! it might still be with you lor.. :p anyway, thanx for hearing me out on all my complains and thanx for helping out though you are very very busy with other stuff!! *muackz* i love u the most!!!

of coz.. not forgetting the body and the brain!! haha... thanx ting for staying up the whole nite for the bazaar banner!! and thanx cheryl nott for staying back with us!! you guys rox!! haha.. thanx ting oso for always helping me design posters and doing pub stuff super last min!! so sorry!! and thanx a lot for offering help at the bazaar!! thanx a lot lot.. :)

thanx to my 2 p cell ppl also!! thanx for being there for all the meetings, and helping me solve and think of problems that i might not have thought of!! thanx a lot again.. :) and also thanx to anna for staying back to help out with the closing on the last day, and volunteering to stay back with monster oliver on wed nite though you were super tired!! :) haha.. and of coz not forgetting monster oliver!! thanx a lot for staying up the whole nite alone in arts!! :) thanx a lot!!

seriously.. though this could be one of the most disastrous com in my entire life, im glad it ended with new frenships forge and old frenships strengthen!! though there were times i wanted to give up, i could only say im glad, at the end of the day, i did not!! coz if not, i would not have got to learn soo much about being in a com!!

thanx to everyone in NUSPsyche!!

developmental term paper here i come!!!

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007;

♥ 7:55 pm

binge eating is really really not good!! but i juz cant stop eating junk food when im pissed!!

argh.. stoopid woman/ gay.. wadeva la.. too free ar? complain complain.. slap u den u noe.. make me so irritated the moment i step into sch... and the worse is... she/it wadeva chose the right time to complain... wait for the right moment for me to step into school into the bazaar den go complain!! stoopid eediot..

anyway, bazaar juz one more day... one more day to my freedom!! thanx ppl for coming down to help!! thanx shijia and guan heng for getting the contacts, helping me manage the whole thing!! and thanx darren, sharon, ting and those who skip lecture juz to help me out today!! ok.. or maybe u guys didnt skip.. haha.. but i still dun believe lecture end at 1.30!! :)

haha.. okie.. got to go sleep le.. super tired despite sleeping 12 hours... haiz... and i miss sleeping on my hall bed too!! :)

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007;

♥ 2:34 am

time to complain...

im pissed..

wonder wad i am doing all this for..

1.when ppl dun care...
2.dun bother to offer help..
3.dun bother to understand why ppl want to quit
4.say they understand that "u r ****** but..." there's always a BUT
5.say "im busy.." when the rest of us are equally busy...

really sick and tired of all these.. and you noe wad? i juz discovered sth...

some ppl CRY!! wow!! i can oso cry if i want... im sure my subcommers can all cry if they want... and im more sure ALL of us here can cry if they want.. but wad's the point? will it help?

and i REGRET!!

nope.. not that i join the soc... but den i REGRET not turning up for sat's meeting...

not telling them i want to scrap the whole bazaar after all the trouble we went through simply because

1. i got not enough manpower..
2. a lot of things not done before my bazaar COZ..

selfish ppl do not bother to help out (and we juz realised after typing in the cca record that a lot a lot of out sub com ppl helped her subcom, but they never bother to help us, and insists that we dun help)
some ppl forever have tests and essays or assignments.. but the rest of us DONT!
my darling shijia juz complained she have 4 essay in 2 weeks to be handed in..
i have no mood to do things for bazaar after the shit i went thru last week..

ppl dun understand.. or should i say.. they never bother to.. everyone claims that they will help BUT.. only that few help.. COZ.. they felt bad for me, noe that i cant cope..

final verdict: me, guan heng and shijia will all leave together once this last event ends! :)

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Thursday, March 01, 2007;

♥ 12:58 am

missing one week of school again.. this time is coz someone passed away in my family.. not immediate family, but still family.. :( and im missing school not totally because of the wake, but still it has sth to do with it..

well.. im more upset over other issues.. seriously... i ought to stop crying over issues that has nothing to do with me.. but den again.. i felt super upset.. upset coz i noe that things will never be the same again..

somethings i juz cant say... i wish i can say out in my blog, but den.. u'll nv noe who will be reading.. argh!! and i hate myself crying.. coz the next day (which is now) i will have a terrible flu (like wad i am having now)!! and it sux...

*roar*

in conclusion.. i can only say.. i will nv ever trust 'love' again!! :p

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