when ur luck is down.. anything can happen!! my dad's poor car kena hit for no reason!! and the driver so freaking obvious wanted to run away after hitting the car... gave some stoopid reason saying got car behind! haiz... nvm.... im juz very irritated that the car is new!! it was out on my bday!! so it juz felt like i kena some accident for no reason.. like kena hit by a car den the car running away.. in short.. hit and run accident!!

sigh.. we even called the police coz we tot the owner was not going to own up.. and... the police tell us to go take photo and go lodge report from the station!!! wth... seriously... dunno wad they are doing la... must tell them got thing die den they will come! haha.. my mum shud have juz said that some living thing is crushed... it's true!! the poor tree is crushed!!!

he wanted to pay and forget the whole matter!! pay??? u buy me a new murano la!! siao ar... my right doors all crushed lor... even if repair.. still spoil rite?? and my car only 6 months old!! is like murdering a baby!! sigh... now my daddy got no car for 2 weeks at least!! 2 weeks leh!!! not 2 days!! is like back to the bmwless days...

and now... poor me!! i was happily playing games with my fren on msn.. and next moment... i hear a bang!! dunno if its fatal accident.. dun dare to look.. scared i'll see a dead body.. in the end.. i gathered my courage to see.. and i saw.. my daddy's car looking in a weird position.. didnt take me long to realise i shud go wake him up!! and... it's the 2nd time im with them in a car accident!! argh!! now im traumatised... and im taking my driving test in 1 months time!! with this kind of driver in my neighbourhood, how to dare to drive??? sigh... poor me...

必杀技
你近来又再有空
我在防备别发功
能勉强戒绝伤痛
但喉咙还在痛
你再怀旧我也懂
还称赞我够上进
但可惜那时你都不相信
我道行都低估了你
我以为撑得起
一句为什么不找找你
我练到再倔强
再绝也
也永没法比
求你别要如从前纯熟地碰我
而我问我为何还能够碰伤我
不要让我
一败涂地
输得更多 wow
求你别说错过我其实亦爱我
何以技痒放过我
你已仿佛有神助
一关心我已经
等于再杀死我
你没提及我也知
既是前度没法子
如这圣伯纳得意
分予你当玩意
数十年后我也知
如果见你我愿意
像一关过完再单打一次
求你别说仍能如良朋地对我
而我问我为何还能对得起我
一讲起你已经

i like this song.. the tune and everything.. haha... weird.. wonder why i seem to be in a mood for sad cantonese songs.. sorry woofie if my post is unfrenly! haha.. go check chi dictionary!

juz read sharon's tagboard and i remembered there was sth i wanted to blog when i was a white dog cafe that day!!

there's this woman and her fren sitting beside us and i was totally disgusted with her.. she ordered this drink, which was a bottled soft drink thingy.. and when the drink was served, she drank it and put it aside, and her face change colour.. to the same colour as that drink she ordered.. the next time the waiter came over, she juz said "take it away.."

it's actually her action that disgusted me.. u dun even bother to say a pls? and u order the person around.. wad makes u think that u r like tt big? dun think coz u have money to pay the person, u can order tt poor guy around... the attitude totally sux la.. and den the next moment, the manager came and apologise!! for wad?? she was the one who ordered that drink! and she didnt like it!! and she order the person around like as if she is the biggest!! and the worse is.. the drink is not made by the restaurant!!

anyway, the manager told the woman that she can change to another flavour! tts when i was super irritated... den i told sharon.. next time i drink till half, den i do the same thing as her.. den if the manager say "but u drank half of it?" den i will say "coz all my frens drank a sip mah.. den all of them think it is very disgusting... so can u take it away?" haha.. den can earn one bottle of drink!!

but den again.. tts beside the point.. i juz cant stand ppl who are so super rude and act almighty juz bcoz they are the customer and they think they have the right to do tt!! and even if she had a bad day at work, tts not the way u treat others! disgusting...

imagine the shock i got when i came home and realised that the fence separating my neighbour's house and my house is gone!!! and i didnt even noe that they were going to remove it.. i mean.. shudnt it be basic courtesy to ask if they can change that fence? wadeva makes them think that i dun like tt flimsy green fence? (though i really dun like la.. and im glad they are changing it, coz they pay mah!!)

the cost of repairing my v3i = $255!! plus changing stopper= $260!! i might as well juz go get a new handphone??? stoopid motorola... haiz.. the whole nite i was thinking if i shud change it... i like that phone... but den.. with that money, i can go get a totally new phone!! and my mum juz called to ask me wad model i want.. but den again.. i cant decide now.. coz i haven tot of changing phone! haha.. sounds like the reason y woofie didnt get a new phone after she lost her phone... but den.. i really dunno wad model to change to!!

sigh... shall go do things that i've been procrastinating for too long... super no mood now.. coz my results sux... remind me i must nv take any modules that i cant understand the lecturer in future!!!

my amusing day..

@ macs.. woofie insist on eating macs coz she saw the ad on shaker fries!! (she claims it's successful advertising!) but in the end, we didnt eat the thing we went into macs for.. and den.. sitting beside me was this little boy who i insist i really hear the mum calling him blackie!! (it's woofie's dog's name..) and the mum forcing him to say grace before he eat his nuggets but in the end, she was juz hugging him, saying grace, while tt boy juz look around... and tt dad.. he was telling his child to finish the food, but den.. he ate up the child's last nugget... (maybe coz he noes he really cant finish)

still @ macs.. i saw this little girl wearing the shrek's hairband which is too big for her head!!! looks weird la.. and there's another pri sch kid that put his head soo near the display for toy that is swingable, and pulling it soo close to his face.. haha.. all the weird things kids do!!

@ woofie's house.. i heard and saw blackie!! haha.. soo cute.. i still like his bark!! the soprano barking! i think he's the only dog that can bark that way!! haha..

@motorola care centre.. was thinking back the past few times i came here... first time, my dad waited sooo long (on a weekday noon) tt we manage to shop the whole of ps and go cartel for a drink and it's still not his turn.. and the 2nd time i was "forced" to send my phone for repairing, coz my dad insist that since it's still under warranty and he queued soo long for it, i shud juz send it in... and today!! they made me wait for super long again.. though my queue no. was juz 9 nos away!!

anyway, we were entertaining ourselves with the customers around us.. haha... we claim that someone was waiting soo long that he went to buy a mac lappie to keep himself entertained while waiting! and u see.. it includes the time he takes to decide, pay and even charge the batt of his new lappie! and another customer we tot he might wait from got hair, to hair turn white, to almost balding and teeth dropping, but still not his turn! and after we left, we saw him in front of us at the escalator, and we tot he might juz have given up and decide to buy a new hp!

ooo.. and den.. there was this guy who juz came in and started shouting at the person serving me, despite that guy telling him "sir.. i will serve u later.." for at least 10 times.. but he juz keep ranting and saying why he never call him.. haha.. i attribute the appearance of such interesting characters to sharon!! she attracts weird ppl la...

den we went shopping.. and i went to look at my $870 wallet again!!! haha.. i can buy it.. but wad happens after i buy it is another matter.. sigh... and i bought my princess hairband!! haha.. nothing interesting happen, or maybe i cant remember la.. though i can remember suanning her.. but i shall be nice and not blog here.. if not later she paiseh..

den.. she went to meet her dino, and i went home.. shortly after she left, 518a came!! the other time we had to wait for almost 30 mins for that bus!! and the bus was a totally new bus compared to the previous 518a which nearly broke down a few times!! haha.. so i can attribute wad happpen tt day to purely due to the presence of her!! so in conclusion: she attracts weird ppl and repel buses!!

and the self entertaining part came on the expressway!! i was soo bored that i keep staring at the roads... and i saw this guy in a mitsubishi lancer.. sounds ok rite?? but den... he is soo big size, and his car is soo small!! so he looks a bit squashed!! haha.. so my conclusion is i cant buy a small car! coz i'll probably look like tt too!!

and next.. i was looking around a saw this orange picanto.. and the funny part is i saw it 6 times the whole journey back! tt car and the bus was taking turns to overtake each other! and it's really funny coz the car will be far ahead of the bus, and after 5 mins, u will see the car again, den the bus will be ahead of the car.. and 5 mins later, u will see the car again and this time it will overtake the bus and the same thing keeps happening!! and.. there is NO JAM!!! haha.. i was trying not to laugh out everytime i see the car..

anyway, my lips are swollen again... and my mum insists is coz i keep scolding ppl.. but i nv!! so maybe is coz i bitch too much.. sigh... shall stop laughing at others le! haha... but ppl really do weird things that never fails to amuse me!!

i remember..

i used to have this fren who once told me something very interesting, and i juz feel the need to blog it down..

there are many types of frens.. some are wad he called "hi bye frens".. this type of frens u noe them, but u do not tok to them.. u juz merely say hi, bye to them.. is this considered frenship? i think it belongs to a 2nd category of strangers.. the type where u smile to them, and wave to them to acknowledge their presence...

another type.. frens who u are close to, who u feel that you can tok to about anything, and everything... u can share ur secrets with them, noeing that they will not tell others, and they will share your troubles with you.. this type is wad i call the perfect fren.. u noe u can go back and look for them anytime u need someone to tok to, and they will still be there for u..

next.. the same as above, juz tt they might occasionally leak ur secrets out to someone.. but den.. other den that they are still there, always there for you when u need them.. this is wad i call imperfect frens... den again.. no one is ever perfect..

and den.. there comes frens who do the same as above.. juz that instead of the occasional leaking of secrets, it is more frequent.. if not, he/she does things that add on to that problem, ie aggravate that problem.. not helping u get over the problem, juz adding it to make it worse.. this is wad i label as real "frens" (comes together with the "")

also.. there are frens who tries to keep in touch, coz they treasure that frenship.. they want to noe abt your life, how have you been, and they make the effort to arrange time and outings so that they noe about wad is happening to your life.. this is wad i call true frens...

next.. there are periodic frens... frens u noe during this period, maybe coz u are working, or u go for a camp.. and den for that period, they are your frens, and after a while, they turn to the first type, the hi bye frens, or worse.. complete strangers...

and oso.. there are a frens that made a great impact in your life once in ur lifetime.. the type that you tot will forever remain your frens, but den after some time he/she begins to drift off... and sooner or later, he/she will turn to the hi/bye frens..

and den.. there are frens that pop out once in a while in ur life.. and yar.. when they pop out, there is sth that he/she needs from you.. be it buy insurance, or asking for help.. these ppl do not look for you when he/she do not need you... it simply means, you do not exist... or maybe you do exist, juz that he/she do not noe how to communicate with you... this is wad i call "sos frens.." ie, i am the HELPLINE.. call me when u need me, and dun bother me when u dun...

last but not least, the boyfren and girlfren.. meaning, ur ex, or ur current one.. no doubt they do touch you with all the sweet nothings, but den, if it doesnt last, wad happens? u get hurt more den when ur frens turn to hi bye frens.. y?? coz u put in more time, effort and emotion into that frenship.. and u expect sth.. maybe the same as wad u have put in from him/her.. but wad if tt doesnt happen? most of this frenship end with worse den a hi bye.. u totally ignore that person and try to treat it as though the person do not exist..

ok.. i admit.. i only remember him telling me about the hi bye frens.. but some of the above are mentioned by him.. juz that i dun remember wad it is... wadeva the case, my point of this post is to let all of u think about wad type of fren i have been to u.. and oso reflect on wad type of fren u have been to others...

to woofie:

i agree that frenships last longer.. and yar.. im there for them no matter wad.. but den.. after sometime.. i get tired... tired of the frens who treat u as helpline.. i dun even noe if they are my frens, or am i juz a not toll free helpline.. i dun mind toking to my frens! the type of frens that i noe are my frens.. coz they bother to ask and tok.. but not ppl who juz call when they need help..
things might not be as bad as u think.. or maybe if it is, den i think u shud tell him abt how u feel.. haha.. well.. next time.. maybe u shud list a list for him about wad u expect from a bf!! haha.. den ask him to improve on the areas! :p

haha... eh.. maybe u r rite about the reproduction part!! haha... babies are cute!! but den i still believe ppl do not get married so that they can have children... haha... if they do, they are really selfish...

and tell yongyun that he shud welfare us sometimes lor... haha.. come to the east!!! white sands have turtles!! and they juz renovated!! ok.. some are still renovating... so can go shopping!! imagine how unlucky i am? after the 2 houses stop renovating, i went to white sands and discover that some shops there are renovating!! ARGH!!!

super noisy!! remembered wad i learn in io.. noise can cause adverse health effects!! haiz.. but den.. wad to do? i cannot blame them, coz they nv make noise and renovate at nite... but den.. i can feel my floor vibrating!!! wonder if my house will collapse soon.. juz bcoz of renovations..

wanted to sleep my way thru the noise today.. but den.. my mum and my bro keep calling!!!! so irritating la!! den i have to wake up and den coz i cant stand the noise, blast the music till i went down and change my speakers, coz my previous one spoilt!! and den, since im blasting music, i went to tidy my room!!! amazing hor?? the lazy amanda finally went to tidy her room.. but den.. it's only 20% done!! sigh... how did my room turn out to be that messy!!!

and i have one box of rubbish to throw!!!! despite throwing a lot of rubbish when i was moving over and back from hall!! i still have one box when im only 20% done, and it's the 3rd box of rubbish im throwing since i moved back!!

time to go out and play le!! haha... and its soo stoopid.. im going out only after the noise stopped!! haha...

something i thought about today...

perhaps relationships are quite a waste of time.. :) haha.. while i was toking to woofie on the damn long train ride back... dunno why.. but den again, maybe it really is a waste of time.. maybe it's better to be frens den to get romantically involved with someone.. frens can be forever (provided they do not pop out once in a blue moon to ask u for help!), but not all relationships are forever.. and wad do u get from most of them? it's either u get hurt, or u hurt others? and den.. wad could be a strong frenship is ruin in the process... and i do agree it works both ways... it's not always i get dump means its the person's fault.. but den.. who will actually sit down and think about wad have i done wrong? :) something interesting to think about.. but den.. im too tired now to think.. and i dun want to think anymore...

darling is rite.. maybe im happy abt sth.. i am happy... but den i did think about it.. i noe this happiness will be short lived.. it wun be long.. and it would take another long round for tt happiness to come back again.. but how long will i have to wait? or den again.. how long can i wait and will i wait? i dunno.. and i dun like to have this uncertainty... i prefer how things are now.. i prefer being like that.. but den again, do i??

another thing... i realised i really may have social phobia.. mild one.. especially when im alone in crowds.. i dunno why... but den, im really scared and giddy when im alone in crowded areas.. sigh... im looking for ways to cope with this fear, but den.. i dunno how i can.. seriously.. i rather stay at home everyday and play my games if not for the 2 houses beside me making soo much noise everyday!

lots and lots of thoughts that went thru... im tired of thinking, and being treated as a helpline... when will u finally understand that? and when u do, will we still be frens? or will we become complete strangers?

today i learn...

=> some ppl only call you when they need help.. or when they are bored.. other den that, they juz remain missing.. and pop out when the next round of need help comes again.. they dun even bother wad is going on in ur life, wad happen to u.. these ppl are they your frens? or r u juz a helpline now? haiz.. i wun specify wad happen, but den all i can say is im totally disappointed with you.. maybe the next time u call, u will juz find me gone.. forever..

=> my bro is a genius!! he failed all his subjects!! ALL!!! wow!! im so proud of him!! even i never fail everything together!!! and den.. he actually got his paper signed!! but den.. who sign it? my mum asked me juz now.. how i noe? cannot be my dad.. he will get killed la! make himself sound so clever den.. stoopid boy.. see how he can go continue playing his ps2!

=> yongyun and his 6 hours cheap thrill!! "peanut butter and egg mixed for 6 hours dunno become wad ar.." haha... while im blogging he juz say that, so i juz blog it down... for those who dunno wad happen.. he wants a 6 hours game!!!!! haha...

=> csc camp and psych camp not only clash in dates, but oso clash in location!!! as in they will be staying in the same hall, so i can go camp hopping!! haha.. cluedo!! so fun... looking forward to camps!!

ok.. back to playing games and listen to them settling camp stuff!! by the way.. we are now at the lvl 6 of sch's central library, and in order to save electricity, they switch off all lights!!! haha.. so we are working in the dark!

blogworthy moment...

i survived chee kin's driving!! haha... why leh?? its a secret.. (dun wan to say, later he get into trouble..) seriously.. wad the hell was i thinking.. 1am in the morning going out for supper with someone who is having diarrhoea for the past few days, and i myself juz recovered from gastric flu!! but den.. is not my fault!! i tried to stop him from driving.. but den he was on the car le.. and the next moment, he was calling me and asking how to come le!!

its a scary ride that i will nv ever want to try again! i mean.. me guiding a person who doesnt noe how to make a uturn properly.. and insist that the place cannot do right turn when it can! and den trying to assure me that he is a safe driver by reciting the procedure of driving a car.. and trying not to roll back when at the traffic junction, and scaring his passenger while trying not to do that.. scary rite??

but den again.. thanx for the supper treat and the ride! haha... but den.. u still owe me one treat!!! :) tt one not counted lor... and next time i drive!!! when i get my license! haha... den u will noe wad is called safe driving! :p hope you get a job soon, and stop slacking at home, and also pls dun try stunts like that again!

sleepy.. tmr still have meeting la... hopefully i didnt wake my parents up when i came back.. if not tmr will have to explain wad the hell was i doing juz now.. especially when im supposed to be still sick!!!

sigh.. couldnt sleep though i was feeling very sleepy juz now after a whole day shopping trip at vivo.. had a lot of tots running thru my mind, wanted to blog them, but den again decided not to.. dun want to start another war coz of my blogpost.. some things i really really want to say, but im scared of hurting ur feelings, so ill juz keep them to myself.. perhaps one day i might find the courage to tell them to u..

anyway... ting!! im not homophobic!!! haha.. im juz very very tired after trying to keep telling u to stop making me feel disgusted with ur moves, so for the last part of the day, i was quiet!! sigh.. weird... these few days i feel tired very easily... dunno why oso.. i can juz fall asleep at 9pm!! and the worse is.. when i sleep too early, i'll wake up much later!!! scary.. i think in average, im sleeping like 10 hours per day!! though still short of 5 hours, but still.. a bit long la..

i miss lili!!! when u coming back??? i still want to explore singapore with u lor!!! sigh... hurry come back with my sweets and earrings and maybe vcd!!!

sigh.. i want to take a course!! i juz want to do sth other den playing com games at home!! im soo super bored... but den.. i got soo much things to do.. irony.. haha... and to think.. i still haven unpack!!! sigh...

i'm seriously tired of saying the same thing over and over again.. when can ppl actually start to listen? sigh... going to be late for imh visit now!! shall blog later when im back!

exams finally over..
moved out of hall.. (almost.. left a bit more to bring back)
feeling very lost/ weird/ empty..

sth tells me things are going to be very very different from now on... not a very nice feeling to begin with.. not that im not happy being at home, im happy! very comfy... but i juz like the feeling of having a place to hide when u juz want to be really alone... and oso other issues which im not going to say out here.. all these add up to give me a really weird feeling.. sth that makes me feel super uncomfortable..

maybe im worrying too much... sigh.. lili going to taiwan... jeannie oso going taiwan.. i want to go taiwan oso!!!!! but den.. no time, no money, no ppl to pei me go.. haha.. go malaysia oso very sianz... coz ill be going kl (most prob) during national day tt weekend.. but.. i juz feel like getting away! the feeling of being overseas... nothing to worry about... i like tt!

scared of going back to my room... coz got lizard in there (my stoopid monkey bro say one..) dunno how true is that, but one thing for sure.. my room is in an ultra messy state now! i got soooo much things, but nowhere to put! sigh.. oooo... i have therefore decided that i shall not talk about shopping for clothes for 1 week! coz i realised how much clothes i have!!!! and yar.. no space to put already! considering my wardrobe is 2x my original wardrobe... imagine how scary is that!!

shall go back to play games le! cya..

happy tots: i glad that wad i hope to do with you before i leave, we did it.. quite coincidental, coz i kept thinking of tt, and i tot it would juz be a small little wish tt is going to be left unfulfilled.. but anyway, thanx a lot!

sigh..

things have come to the point that even i am sooo impressed with myself.. (not sth to be proud of) how can i be so heck care about exams??

i had 4 days to study for my paper! i spend only 2 days watching webcast, and my paper is tmr and... I AM STILL NOT DONE WITH WEBCAST!!!

how impressive? haha.. argh!! i DO NOT like to feel this way, but... i dun like to feel stress for papers... stress juz make me stop thinking... and i need to think of how to write!! coz is essay!!! but den.. i dun like the fact that i dun remember anything from the module to write!! seriously.. i really dun like to write gp essays for my papers.. but den that's the only way i can do...

wonder how i even pass my adolescent exam with the gp style of answering.. maybe he's too lenient.. hopefully elliot would be like tt too.. if not.. IM DEAD!!

next... driving... i am a potential road hazard... driving at the speed of 80km/h on a normal stretch of road will lots of stoopid regulators, and when the instructor is juz sitting beside me! haha.. not my fault... i guess is inheritance from both my parents! they drive at tt speed too! ooo.. but i love driving auto car! sigh.. why didnt i juz choose learning auto? like tt confirm will pass one!!! super easy can? but i also understand sth which my dad failed to tell me when i drove his car last time.. tt auto car's accelerator are super sensitive.. and tt is after he noes tt his daughter have stepped on the accelerator till the rpm went till 7 before! how clever? no wonder he was so worried the whole journey though we were juz driving in the carpark!

bored... sigh... how can i really really be so heck about exams???

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